I was so Tension I will tell you in detail why I was so Tension yesterday. Yesterday, in the process of working, you said one thing: in this life, there are unspeakable things. Yesterday, while I was working, my father was very angry, and because he was always crying because of the reasons why he was always angry, I forgot to forget everything.
Yesterday we went to the place of work, and during the work, he told us to do this and do that, but he just yelled in anger. If you do it in the process of working, then you will not like to work, you will not feel passion, and you will not pay attention to that work. If a person shouts while working, it is okay, but I think there is a limit to what they do.
Yesterday we went to work in a place called Matepani, and it was missionary work. After finishing the work on the machinery, we came to our house, and we came home to eat. And after coming home, we went back to work in that place completely. And I didn’t even want to blog what kind of mind was playing in my mind, and even while riding the scooter, it was playing in my mind.
How much can I tolerate these things? How much can I tolerate in my life? Why did I do such and such a thing and why did I walk with it? How is my life? Where is my life? It is very difficult for me to analyze myself. I thought how good it would be if he would do what I said, and he would do what I said and give advice like that.
And after I finished that work, I came home. After I came home, he sat me down for a while to press my mind, and after I pressed my mind, I made small videos. And I also told you in the video. I was still very tense and told you about the video that this happened, and after crying and crying day after day, I forgot all the things.
Anyway, yesterday I was very tense and didn’t feel like working and didn’t feel like making a video, so I made one. After making the video, I uploaded it to YouTube and also uploaded it to Facebook. I had done all that work, and now it was raining and I didn’t feel like working.